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You know
I trusted you.
Before any of this
was too much a mess
to clean up
and I remember when
you swore
and I knew it
was truth
until it wasn't anymore.
Just like that it
was back
back to being
that person I started
seeing in the mirror
looking for that evil
you tell me exists
and you know
I don't think I see it.
I trusted you.
Before any of this
was too much a mess
to clean up
and I remember when
you swore
and I knew it
was truth
until it wasn't anymore.
Just like that it
was back
back to being
that person I started
seeing in the mirror
looking for that evil
you tell me exists
and you know
I don't think I see it.
HE'S BACK
So he surprised me yesterday by sneaking up on me in the hallways, I had no idea he was back~! AHHHHH <3
ilovehimilovehimilovehim~!
That is all :P
Its been a whle.
So I haven't talked to jakob in like two whole days I'm starting to lose my mind, I dunno if he forgot to call yesterday or the people at the hospital wouldn't let him but I'm worried D:
ARGH it super sucks.
Hmmm other than that Its been a pretty lame day, four more days til I get to see my baby again~!
<3
So
So this is a journal! :D
My boyfriend jakob (Jak0bstone) wanted me to write a journal so thats what I'm gonna do~!
Um here's an on the spot poem about how I feel:
Panic! Tragic! Suicidal manic!
Let's play havoc.
Rule breaker, stand up, sit down
you're the monster, YOU'RE the clown.
Blood spattered, does it matter?
Tell me, tell me
do you see me now?
Hear me, feel me,
wish you could be me?
Me. Sympathy. Wanna be.
SHOULD BE.
I'm a freak you see.
Your religon breathes hatred
wifi stereo, so high rated!
Irate, and fear stricken madness.
Love is....
dissapointing, controlling, discriminating.
Hating, hating hating.
hating you.
© 2011 - 2024 Intoxicated-Honesty
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